Dear Lord, I come to you tonight with a broken and heavy heart. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Something inside is building stronger with each day that passes and I’m scared. As I try to live a life that pleases you and let go of all the anger and hurt and sin, something is there that stops me. Something is there building my anger and making it stronger. Oh Lord, I am yours and I am in desperate need of your help. You are the only one who can help me. Take this horrible feeling away from me. Help me to be the loving and patience person you want me to be. I am weak and I am tired of the way my life feels and you are my only hope. My breaking point is near and my failures are continuing to build on top of the anger and the devastating feelings of being alone. You are my only friend and the only one I can talk too. The aggravation continues to build and it is getting to the point I can’t control it anymore. Lord, help me to turn my life around. Help me to reconnect with you and build a stronger relationship with you. Help me to reconnect to my family and to build the relationship that they deserve. They need better than what I am giving them, my failure as a parent and wife is weighing heavy upon me. Help me to let go of the anger and get off of this road of destruction and help me to find the straight and narrow road again. I know you are a loving God and a forgiving God, please forgive me of all my failures and help me to build a stronger relationship with you and with my family. Lead me and guide me and help me to become the person you want me to be with your mighty hands upon me. Take this evil out and fill the hole with you love and holy spirit. In Jesus’ Name I Pray, Amen…
When you find yourself in a desperate place or time, you can find peace in knowing God is with you and watching over you. If you are a child of God and your name is in the book of life, God will not leave you and he will not forsake you. Deuteronomy 31:6 says, “Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid or tremble at them, for the LORD your God is the one who goes with you He will not fail you or forsake you.” God is the only friend that will not turn his back on you. He is the only person who sees the person you are and he knows the person you can be. He has you life already planned out, but it is up to you if you choose to live the life he has for you. Satan will come after you as long as you are a child of God, but find peace that God has his mighty hands upon you. When despair arrives in your life, shut satan out and turn to God, he will help you and guide you back to him.
In God We Trust
Sandra Davis